There are Mondays when I show up for work feeling like I've been on a bender. Actually it's just a hangover from going ten rounds with my four year old. For some reason he almost never sleeps on Sunday nights and I'm completely worn out by the time I drop the kids at school. Some Mondays I make a diaper run on my lunch hour and walk aimlessly down the store isles completely zoned out, enjoying the orderly shelves and the no one talking to me or needing anything from me except my hard earned cash, which I will gladly trade for a Hershey's with almonds and a jumbo pack of garbage bags.
Scouring the clearance racks in the kids clothing section I found coats, several of them, marked down to a ridiculous $4.00. I looked them over, did a mental inventory of everyone I knew who might need the sizes that were left, made a call to a friend who said no, thanks, already got one for next year and went on my way, feeling tired and sorry for myself.
Today it was -12 degrees outside when I woke up and I can't stop thinking about those coats. As soon as I came home Monday night and saw the news about the bitter cold snap we are in I thought to myself- why didn't I buy those coats and drop them at a shelter? I drive by a meal program every day on my way home. I could have done something. For a measly $20 I could have picked up five winter coats. I wanted to go back but now it really is that cold, it's too cold to take my baby and drive across town to see if the coats are still there.
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In my sleep deprived haze I can't promise that I will always be full of good ideas but I have good intentions, better than I had a week ago. It's a place to start. There are worse things than being tired.